Fast but not enough?


Filipino Ethical Cases


Living Online?

The simple idea of connecting computers literally change the world. I want to compare this change from another perspective.
The human’s discovered another planet and they call it Internet. Like a newly discovered place. This realm is very much habitable to all forms of ideas whether fact or opinions, thruth or bluffs.

As time went by the Internet is slowly filled with all sorts of pioneers about all sorts of subjects. This new planet was created mainly for communication for the military – exchanging information with a press of a finger.

What have it become now? I observe most of the things related to money will be the once that bombarded my computer screeen other than the once that provide value to the world.
Anyone who enters this world should not put his guard down and he must acquire great amount of discipline for the reason that all things that feed the very nature of that of an animal will also the same as man. He will eat what his heart desires and be blinded with his own folly. An angry man will provoke anger so as a lustful man desires pornography. Additionally, same is true for wise man will learn wisdom and a diligent worker finds organization. No, internet will not change a man, it will feed him with eat-all-you-can buffet!

In this new world, the inhabitants that feed most of the people’s desires live richly and the things that poeple don’t want, they die. Every corner is like a magnet attracting each like-minded person to  multiply. If they are gathered for a noble cause then goood, if otherwise, it is dangerous. Always be watchful in every path because wolves loves gullible visitors. Test every site and check every source even if it was from a trusted source.

So what is my objective in living online?
First and foremost, I ask the reason why I am doing all of this. Why am writing this? Why am I saving almost all of the data that I can collect? For instance MS documents and pictures. Maybe subconsciously I just want to have a conscious existence and left my mark  in the world.

Men from the dawn of civilization always place marks on stones, for example the animal drawing on the cave, the pyramids on Giza, stone buildings. People always want to leave a legacy. I learned that our limitations such as being a mortal makes us want to become immortal through mediums.

Mediums. Exactly. Maybe it’s just a representative or a shadow  of what we really are but it is enough to make us feel a life that is worth living.

Think of the king who only wants to collect wealth and expand his kingdom. Think of the mother who wants to bear as many healthy child.

But all of this will be as air if you die? What will all this lead? That’s why your mark should be placed on the hearts of the people you love. Memories can be forgotten and every single wealth imaginable will turn to the earth. Even I.

I guess the Bible is right, whatever you do, do it with all your might, because there’s no more work after death.

Work to love. Work to love. Love is a verb. Work to love. Sometimes it is challenging but it will always work out. It will always workout.

The reason that I am doing this was to remind people to use the gift of these progress and if it will be used in the work of love, it can do wonders.


Okay, I just forgot what I’ve thought to write. So I will just randomly write my mind over.

Just a while ago I just used up an hour playing an online game which we lose. It’s a MOBA game which players will fight against each other. Basically the objective is to destroy the opposing team’s tower which is the Nexus.

Confesions of the Alter Ego

Its been a while since I’ve exposed myself from the other side of the coin. I am willing to open up myself tothis vulnerability and let my words be tested in fire.

I’ve been raised in a humble household back in our place in the province. Our house was built on the windy side of the mountain. Everythime we wash our cles, the coldnessso fthe water bites our hand like a snake almost freezing our hands. And after we hang our clothes to dry the winds would scatter it again in no time. I was sichkkly boy then always getting colds always getting in anad out of the hospital. I susupected that it is the cold weather in our place. Sometimes I wish the sun always shines and no clouds would cover it, sometimes I daydream living in Africa why? Beacause it always sunny out there compared to our pplace.

I remember back when I was younger, enthusiastic about life, doing what I love to do playing outside all day long, eating what I like and saying what I want. Then one time I’ve made a mistake , my dad once kick me out and left outside to cry, theres a time they susupect my sisiter and I for stealing the money and it finding out at last that it was just misplaced. By the time my parents teach me the word discipline slowly I am developing to this anxious, assertive, and obedient kid. I seldom lay outside and watch televition instead, eating what only is proper and always thinking the words that come out from my mouth.

What you may see right ow can be a calm and collective personbut ypu don’t know what the delimas I’ve been through, I have always been drowned with confusion and bewilderment. every choise ther is an allotted consequence, if you have choosen the right thingyoure safe, if you don’t be ready for the punishment. I am now on thelast semester beforemajoring in what I’ve choosen for though m still thingking about changing my career path. If only granted few incheds added t omy stature I should have joined the military, and theres a time that I’ve been pondering switching to natural scinces.

Looking at the surface, people say that I’m unemotional, static, inattentive, or just plain cold. But diving deeper, I am in fact sensitive to subtle emotions but why am I so unresponsive? Because there’s too much emotional burden, there are powerful emotions that I just cannot handle making it for me to supress the emotions more.

I always had been contended through life regardless of dreaded circumstances that will take place in the near future. I always find death and decay fascinating. Its’ as the dame beauty as life itself and in the fact that there are always extremes at the ends of the pole, what I will do is just to work out the balancing act of life.


Today I will start writing on this Excel environment instead of writing from”The My Daily Journal” software. I intended to do this to be a master in playing excel and also to polish my typewriting skills and writing skills which I am now doing right now.This would need longer hours of practice to improve everyday without fail and I will do it even I don’t have the energy and time to do so for 30 days. Right now I will focus on the content and the writing more than the visual appeal of it. Well that’s weird, just a second ago my mind just went blank and I think I feel like a balloon head. I don’t know what have caused that but there is a sort of fear and mystery of it. Fear of maybe I have some health issues to deal with and the mystery that keeps me thinking why?

Okay I just copy-paste the text above from excel to this WordPress, initially when I paste it. The table were also copied so I have to edit the HTML. Right now the computer is slow to pick up as I am writing so I guess it is better to write it down in excel first then paste it in here.

I don’t have much to say from today but I will keep publishing here for 30 days straight and time will tell if I will continue to write. Well I do this for personal growth and also to increase my value. It’s like investing in yourself so that it will gain much return in the future and help people along the way. I am 18 years old and I realize that I should not waste  time to fool around and do none sense bullshit. I am pursuing Mining Engineering degree and I will do my best to achieve that. In the present that would be my goal, to receive that diploma and to show it to my parents, for me that would be the key to liberate myself from them. Now don’t get me wrong if I sound like a prisoner but that’s how I feel, indebted from my parents and to somewhat “pay” that was to finish a marketable degree.

My parents wanted me to go for medical technology or radiology. I remember the reason why I choose engineering, to defeat my weakest skill, math; and of course the money and the fact that I am paid to go to these remote places and do something there for a purpose and not just wandering and counting the grass. That’s all I wanted for a mining engineering degree: money, travel, work and cool stuff. But the math, I should slaughter that beast once and for all. For the time being, its the only thing that slows me down in the academia.

I will do my best to practice and will continue to push on on self mastery and finding what interests me the most. Right now I have no other option but to win.


Tummo in Aiding Proper Digestion

Tummo is the breathing technique that was used by Tibetan monks to heat up their body in the cold mountains in Himalayas. Tummo means the fire within but the Tibetan folks says the fierce woman, sheesh.

Anyway I remembered encountering this word while watching the “ice man” in the Guinness Word of Records. He can withstand extremely cold temperature most of freeze to death. He even swims in the semi-frozen sea somewhere.

I tried to give this technique a try because I always catch colds in our place wherein the place was damp, cold and windy (brrr).

Let’s Do This!

I sat in a lotus style, take a few full deep breath, this was to cleanse the lungs first and to prime it to take its proper function. Then after that I take another full deep breath, hold it as long as I can. The next thing you do was to feel the heat inside rising like a flame inside a bottle and visualize it. Incorporate all the things perceived by the senses for instance, I visualize a golden red hot flame burning, I resonate to the husky sound of that inner flame like the voice an attractive lady, I feel my body is beginning to sweat, just feel the warmth, feel the heat. Then slowly exhaling that warm air, releasing the inner flame throughout like magma flowing, rushing in the blood vessels reaching the very tips of my body. Step three is to repeat until you want other things to do with that hot body.

And by the way, you can transmute that heat to assist any biological organism, to speed up healing process, to cleanse both spiritual and living vessel and to crush abnormal cells like tumor or cancer by both using energy, words and thought. This was used by some people in China in which these spiritual ‘practitioners’ annihilate the tumor of the woman completely by visualizing the woman completely happy and healthy person (maybe they visualize that she was doing gymnastics in the Olympics, who knows they’re Chinese) instead of thinking the tumor will disappear but they slap this reality into the matrix that the tumor does not exist and viola the bug was fixed.

Ok where am I, this was about digestion right? Who cares about digestion! Let’s apply that magic heat already. Based on my understanding, this heat was energy or Chi or the other word Indians call, whatever you call it. In the case of the people who got stroke and half of their body was basically dead, the cells were not dead because blood still circulate through the veins. What makes it was that the flow of the energy, the electrical pulses that will ignite the heat was cut off. To replenish this there should be enough electrical impulses to feed those energy-starved cells.

So got it already? What you are trying to do was to concentrate more energy to the cells in your body to activate each cells optimum performance. It’s supercharging batteries to do more.

Doesn’t work? This was subjective and needs dedication and will to achieve, try doing yoga before and after, in that way you also nourish your cells with invigorating oxygen.

Tummo is one of the countless ways to ramp up health and wellness but I dare to improve the heart of it. Diet. Eating raw will immensely improve ones life in many aspects. Try it for 30 days and done deal.